Becoming a parent is the most amazing experience in the world, and yes it can be a bit concerning with all the decisions to be made. Learn all you can from reputable sources and trust your instincts - they will serve you well. I understand how confusing it can all be when trying to decide what type of birth experience you want and how to find a provider that aligns with your needs, not to mention deciding on parenting styles and feeding options, and trying to figure out what it is you really need to have at home for the baby! It's a lot - I get it. Take a deep breath and do what's right for you and your family ~ you will be find peace and strength in that. If I can help, just reach out! You got this!!